It seems like my pregnancy journey is almost over and in about 10 weeks you will finally be in my arms! I will then begin my journey into parenthood. So much is happening to me right now and I’m such an emotional mess, but there is one thing that is so definite and completely clear to me… I cannot wait to meet you. I’m so excited to see you for the first time! I wonder what parts of me and what parts of your dad you will have.
From day one of finding out I was pregnant I knew you were a boy! Your daddy thought you were a girl ( you can yell at him later about that one). The day we actually found out if you were a boy or a girl was such an emotional day. Your Daddy and I were so happy to finally call you by name and not "The baby". Saying your name always makes me smile. Even though I knew you were a boy I was still shocked, but not as shocked as your daddy was! Now I couldn't imagine you being anything other than my little boy!
Throughout my pregnancy I have wanted to be able to provide a safe place for you to grow and I know I have done a good job because by the looks of things you are one big boy! That just means your healthy! I want nothing but the best for you. I know that boys don't really like cheesy sentimental moments, but I am 7 months pregnant and like a said before an emotional mess so bare with me!
I just want you to know how much I love you and how much I mean those words when I say them. I wasn’t sure that I would ever really “come around” to saying that before meeting you, but it’s true you are always on my mind. You have no idea how much happiness I feel when you kick the crap out of my stomach. It makes me giggle each time and it’s definitely my favorite part of being pregnant.
I just want you to always be happy and healthy! I know that you are going to complete our lives. I can't wait to see the world through your eyes, watch you grow and hear you giggle! I won't get to ahead of myself because your not even born yet! I promise I will do everything I can to make sure you have the best life. Just know that your mommy loves you so much and you already bring me so much joy and happiness.
See you soon Carson
Love,
Mommy
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